February 2012
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Don't regret it.
Remember if you let her go don’t regret it. Its your fault that she is in pain, its your fault she doesn’t smile like she used to, its your fault till today she is scared to love again. So don’t regret it when one day she finds a better man than you and you would want her back. Don’t regret it.
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To: Rhissa Mae Neri (hirhissaaaaa)
Dear Rhissa Mae Neri♥ Happy one year friend anniversary RhissaMae. I just can’t believe it has been a year since I have known you. Gawd. I haven’t seen you for the longest time and I feel like I am at fault for it, I have been so busy that I didn’t even take the time to see you. I’m sorry and I do wish that we would hang out like old times. We may not be close like before...
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I really miss you
Tell me why your name was brought up so many times today? I tried forgetting you especially today. Today reminded me of the day when I was going to give you your gift. It reminded me when I had trouble making your Valentines Day present. It reminded me how nervous I got when giving you the present. Just thinking about this makes me miss you so much. I know I shouldn’t miss you but I just...
Those simple things you do
You know those simple things you do
playing with my hand
simple and surprise hugs
grabbing my hand
being funny and dumb
those nickname
tell each other we “like” or “love” each other
can really make me fall in love with you even more.
She likes them both but who is the right one?
This girl who cannot be named has two guys that likes her. The first guy is her first love and the second guy is her bestfriend. What is the big problem here? She likes them both, the first guy has a girlfriend, and both of the guys confessed to the girl last night. She is confused yet happy knowing that these two guys likes her. She likes both of these guys very much but then she don’t want...
Still thinking about you
I seriously thought I was over you but I didn’t. Having a dream about you was a really surprise. I never ever thought I would have a dream about you but there you were in my dreams. Tell me how after that dream I missed you like crazy. Tell me why I am still being like this when I know I should just give up on you. Why am I still hanging onto you when I shouldn’t. No matter who I talk...
January 2012
13 posts
Tell me why.
Why is it that every time I see a tall guy with your hairstyle it reminds me of you. Why is it that every time I see a guy that dresses or even have the same style as you remind me of you. Why is it that every time I hear your name it reminds me of you. Tell me why I am being like this. I should be letting go of you not holding on. I hate the fact that I am still not over you. I tried letting you...
LA mall tomorrow
EEEK!♥ So like I heard Justin Bieber is going to be at the LA mall tomorrow, I am defiantly going to go tomorrow. This shit better be for real, if it was a freakin’ rumor shoot, I think I will die cry. But I still I can’t wait for tomorrow and I do hope to see Justin Bieber, one of my wishes. I am so excited!! ^w^
Finals
Yikes. Tomorrow is finials. Shoot I am scared as heck, especially for AP English and Math D: I am hoping I will do well. *cross fingers*
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Why I like you
A lot of people asked me “Why do you like him?”, and the reason why I actually like you is not because the way you look. It’s because the way we talk, even though it’s not real talks but it’s the way you can make me smile no matter how sad I am or even when i am in a bad mood. You can give me butterflies just by talking to me, or knowing that I will be able to see you...
Still not over you.
The fact that I thought I was over you made me happy, but every time I heard your name it made me miss you, every time I saw you, I wanted to go up to you and give you a hug, every time I see you pass by me and not realizing me makes me want to jump in front of you and just say hi. I hate how I am being like this. It makes me look stupid. Sometimes I wonder why I still can’t get you out of...
Move on.
“Someone that you like, likes someone else, Move on!” Wow. I can’t believe what I just read today. Is it a sign that I really need to move on and just forget about him?
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Happy Birthday bestfriend!!
Hai bestfriend. I miss you so much and I miss the time we hang out with each other. I know you don’t have at tumblr but still I needed to make a post for you. Anyways happy 16th birthday bestfriend and I love you. I do hope you had a horrible great birthday without me. Dang, I still can’t believe I known you since I was 4. Sometimes I wish we can go back in time, I seriously miss the...
Look-a-like
It’s unbelievable. There is this Vietnamese singer guy name “Huy Vu” that looks exactly like my dad. The way he smiles, make faces, or does anything is EXACTLY like how my dad would look like. I just recently came upon one of his music videos and looking at him reminds me of my dad. It makes me miss my dad but the good/bad memories came by again. I don’t know if I should be...
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Thank You, I love you.
No matter how I am feeling there is only one person that can make my day and its you. You’re always there for me when I need you and I am grateful to have you as a friend. With all the boys trouble I have told you about you never complained, you just stood there besides me. With all the bullshit I gave you and those little arguments I gave you, there you were, by my side. With all the...
I have stopped
I have stopped thinking about you, talking about you, and just stopped checking up on you. But the one thing I haven’t stop yet is my feelings for you. I still get butterflies talking to you, I still get happy seeing you, and I definitely still get chills hearing your name. My feelings I have for you is still strong. No matter how many times I told myself to give up I just can’t! I...
Happy New Years!
Another year gone. Goodbye 2011 and hello 2012! :’) and PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO PRAY FOR JAPAN! THEY DO NOT DESERVE THIS!!
December 2011
33 posts
Winter break
I am so loving my winter break but what I hate about it is that my sleeping schedule is so messed up. Urgh I hate waking up int he afternoon and missing a whole mess that happened in the family. But overrall I love my winter break and it makes me forget about him :)
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SPIDERS.
I fucking hate them. hate hate hate them. You don’t know how much I hate those 8 legs creature. So like last night I was going to go to sleep, turn off the lights and all those stuff and I was about to turn off the laptop but then I felt something crawl on my right arm and it was a freakin’ spider and I screamed and shook my arm and ran to the living room, I seriously was scared out of...
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You know what I hate?
A girl getting with a guy just because he asked her to a dance. After 2 months later they will break up and she will get heartbroken and move on and the next guy that ask her to a dance she get with him. Like what the fuck is wrong with you? I don’t know if its just me but I seriously don’t like girls like that.
Merry Christmas! ^^
I don’t know about you guys but I had a wonderful Christmas. Spending time with the family is one of the best. It always bring a smile to my face. So many good thing happened today but the best part is my mom is getting engaged. I am happy for her. Knowing that she is happy with her boyfriend fiance makes me happy. I guess I am expecting a stepdad soon? :) but other than that Christmas was...
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Stop leading me on.
Its either you like me or don’t. I hate how I give you hits about my feelings but you end up ignoring them. I want to stop but I can’t. I hate seeing you with someone else. It hurts.
Memories of you
I was cleaning out my drawer today and all the things I had in there reminded me of you. All the letters, the stickers, the ticket, the sticky notes, and so many simple things reminded me of you. Tell me why I am still hanging onto those things when I should be throwing those away? Even though I tried to throw it away many times I can’t. Those “What if” questions pop in my ...
I can't stop thinking about him
It has been only a day and here I am laying on my bed typing this cause I am missing you so much. I don’t know if this is infatuated or love but whatever it is I hate it. I hate how I can’t have you. I hate how those people around you are so lucky to see you everyday. I hate it so much. Here I am sitting here missing you like crazy. Isn’t it suppose to be the other way around?...
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Dear You,
After seeing you today, I have realize that I am not over you. No matter how many times I said I am over you I am NOT. No matter how many times I tried to talk to other people, you end up being in my mind in the end. Just being able too see you and talk to you today made me feel like the happiest girl alive. I may sound stupid right now. But it really made me happy but the bad thing is that...
Those feelings
You know those feelings when you get to see your crush again and getting hyper and excited just seeing him? Well yeah I miss that feeling so much and experiencing it again is the best feeling ever. Those butterflies in your stomach when you see him smile at you and only you. Those simple hugs that he gives you and it just simply makes your day. Just by seeing him makes your day. Its the best...
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Choir winter concert
It was very cute and the choir was really good. I got to see many people and especially him. I seriously didn’t expect to see him. I thought he wouldn’t go today. No lie. I like thought he would bail out. But he went today. I don’t know why I am happy to see him. I don’t know if I was excited to see the choir people sing or being able to see him again. But whatever it is I...
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I'm afraid of thunder
I don’t know why I am still afraid of hearing thunder. I just heard it right now and I had to run to my mommy and hug her. I don’t know if its just me but I hate thunder, I hate the sound of it, and I hate that it even exists!!
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I am happy
Mood: happy, excited, ecstatic, content, overjoyed, hyper, joyful, cheerful, delighted. Just really really happy. I can finally have a smile on my face when I sleep tonight!♥
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Donating blood
So like I am donating blood tomorrow which means I get to get out of 2nd period. I am nervous and excited. I actually don’t know why I am excited, thats a little weird of me. But the problem is that you need to weight 110 to donate and I have been stuffing myself with food these past weeks and I only weight 108! Only two more pounds. Dang it. I don’t even know why I am writing this,...
Those songs
You know those certain songs that you and your ex used to hear together? But now that you guys aren’t together anymore and that song will all of a sudden just pop up out of no where and those unwanted memories of you guys will pop up in your mind? Well I hate that, it makes me think of the past and it makes me hate that song even more.
WatchMy baby♥
Overthinking
Sometimes, I hate how someone says something and it gets to me and I just can’t stop thinking about it.
I miss you
I don’t know why all of a sudden I am missing you so much today. Like seriously, I really miss how I will always see you around school and just “accidentally” bumping into you. I miss smiling at you when I get to see you. I miss getting those butterflies in my stomach just by looking. I miss the hugs you used to give me. I just miss everything. I miss you so much its driving me...
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I don't see you the same anymore
Have you ever had a friend that says that they will ALWAYS be there for you no matter what, but slowly when they start to meet new people they just forget that you even exist. Now I realize what my mom said is true, “friends comes and go”, its hard to find that one true friend. It sucks how I thought we were best friends.
Hey anonymous
Shut the fuck up with the Debbie, Wilter, and Tiffany questions. Like seriously I already told you nicely stop spamming so whoever you are stop blowing up my inbox and its really annoying. I don’t even know why you are so curious about this stuff, its our personal things so shouldn’t you give us some space. First of all I really don’t know anything that happened between debbie...
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Dear homework,
I dedicate the rest of my time to you
I hate waiting
You know when you don’t have that person number and that person said that they will text you? And here I am waiting like a fool for you to text me. I hate waiting especially when it comes to a person you like or have a crush on.